A little about myself:
Name's Lucretia. I'll be 24 in 3 weeks. I've had anorexic tendancies on and off since I was 13 years old. I'm currently struggling with it, once more (after coming out of an abusive relationship and after living through my mother's suicide attempt). I'm 130lbs, 5'1", and not happy at all with my body. I know I'm not as heavy as I think I am, but I can't stand to see my reflection in the mirror. And when I try to eat, I literally have a gag reflex. I often wonder why I do this to myself, but at the same time, if I do not, I fill with such self-hatred towards my body. I don't understand it really.
So, that's a little bit about myself. I'm looking for others who can relate, who are around my age group (18-whatever). If you don't mind occasional whining, feel free to add me. I will most certainly add you in return =)